So I had a rough couple days physically. Today is Monday. I woke up Friday afternoon around 7pm I think. Maybe 8. Went to work 10pm-6am. Got home and fell asleep around 8am. I woke up at 10am and went through my day until work again from 10pm to 6am. I ended up spending around 19 dollars on energy drinks/energy pills cigarettes and a slimjim. I didn't eat anything bad at this point. Got home and went to bed at 830am and woke up at 1030am. Went to pick up my friend 45minutes away and went to my DnD game from 1230pm to 7pm. It went pretty good. Drove my friend back home and then went to my moms and passed out around 830pm. That was a long past couple days. Out of 48 hours I had around 4 hours of sleep. Anyway I got a call from my sister last night and she told me she didn't need me to come to her court hearing and so I didn't go. Well lo and behold she went to jail~ luckily its only for 11 days until her next hearing. We are praying she gets put on a thing similar to house arrest.
After I woke up I started browsing dating sites which led to me looking at some pics of some hotties. Which led to me watching some porn. Which led me to fapping. I knew I didn't want to but I did. I'm not really feeling the negative effects as of now, but tomorrow I probably will. 2 more weeks until I am back to tip top mental shape. I have to hang in there. I need to work on my meditation and do that instead of thinking about fapping or women. Anyway. Thats it for right now.
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