August 08 05

This is my first blog...
Tommorrow is my father's birthday...he is turning 47...wow he is gettin' old.
My thoughts today are on a special person that I had a crush on during highschool. For whatever reasons, I will call her Grim. Grim was different than any other girl that I have met. She was intelligent and cute. She knows the difference of frivalous and important. Such as if she didn't have her favourite outfit to wear she wouldn't bitch about it or that kind of nonsense. Well the thing that I liked most about her was in actuality 2 things. The first was the fact that she was intelligent. The second was that she would talk to me and have a conversation. You might hear about a girl complaining about how a guy doesn't listen, girls don't listen either. Of course I always listen because knowledge is power and I crave power or some nonsense. I may not seem to intelligent now, but that is because I lack the finesse of writing and such. Maybe I liked her because she gave me attention too. Not flirty attention mind you, but attention nonetheless.
I think I will always regret not talking to her more. Everyday I would come to class planning on striking up a conversation with her. Alas I never could get the courage to talk to her but a couple of times. We had alot in common...which was neat. For one she reads books that are of the same genre as the books I read. For a second, she plays video games, and for third she stands up for what she believes in. Mind you, I don't necessarily believe in everything that she says, but I respect her opinion and her enough to not say she is wrong. I am like that.
Oh well, um...end