So I finally got the Jillian Michaels DVD and some 5lb hand weights that I've been wanting to get. Let me tell you she kicked my ass and made me her bitch. But Im on day 2 of the 30 day shred. My arms are quavering a bit, my abs are pounding in pain and my legs are derpy. Getting back in shape. Lets see how I feel in 28 days....
On another note, I got a call from my coworker saying I had to be at work at a different time...at a different place. I show up there, AND IM TRAINING SOME NEW GUY IN A DIFFERENT STORE I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT. Whatever broski, I got this :P. Its a shell gas station with a subway inside. Busty black girl working the corner and we are both busy and we chat a bit here and there. As she is going out to leave I quickly hand her my number and say "Take this" she looks down, smirks, and walks off nonchalant. An hour later she texts me back and I found out shes a lesbian, haha win some lose some I guess. The other girl working there is cute, petite and mixed(black and white I think). We chat for a bit and as she is getting ready to go I walk up to her and say "Hey, I like you. Can I have your number?" she responds "What? Are you serious?" I just replied "Yes". She gives it to me and we've been texting and going on a date friday night. Also shes a gamer. What in the capital fuck.
SUPER POWER UNLOCKED.
MELT TEENAGE GIRLS WITH EYES.
So I'm working the register at this shell and this cute 16-17 year old girl comes in. I'm always practicing looking people in the eyes and seeing she is too young for me its not intimidating cause I'm not interested. I smile, ask how she is and if thats everything she wants. I'm looking into her eyes and she starts to get flustered which makes me smirk a bit cause I know what its like when someone you are attracted to is looking at you unabashadly. Its flattering but uncformatable as hell. Anyway she leaves. But comes back in a minute later and when she sees me and we make eye contact again. The best way to describe it is she melted. Like bordlerline SWOONING, melted. I've never had the naked desire so prevelant in a girls eyes when she looks at me. I hope to never forget this moment, its validation saying "I CAN BE DESIRED". The demon inside me tells me no one will like me, but I know its not true.
Nofap 27 days.
Workout 2 days.
Pornfree 27 days(Accidently saw some, not looking for it specifically)
Kpop Addiction is back.
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